Fave reader: Michella

Hello My name is Michella Minter. I read your blog from time to time and from what I can tell, recently you've been going through something. Whatever it is you're going through allowed to define the feelings I had  about my own situation. I'm a spoken word poet and I hadn't written in a while you helped me to understand my problem enough to write about it and release my anxe. Thank You! Here is the piece.

I wanna Be Supportive,I do

Be that gets super hard when you're really going through

.....I'm Trippin 

The situation we had, I interpreted it Different

I must be hard to listen

Even Harder to Care

Damn near impossible to pretend that you're aware

I-Dont-Even- Care that I'm verging on passive aggressive

It's not fair that you got everything you needed to get to where you wanted to be

And none of that, had anything to do wit me

I said you hurt my feelings

I lied

What really caught the beating was the depths of my pride

and it'd be different, if in this, I didn't feel so alone

If anyone agreed 

If I knew anyone who felt the same way as me

Instead you're perfect, everyone thinks your great

I'm the one who's crazy is the card you wanna play

No I'm the one you forgot

I'm the one you left

I'm the one who thought there was a meaning to this mess

Woke up found you leaning to the left 

Just about as liberal with my buisness as the day

That's a game I can't play

In the end I prolly did the most

I prolly hurt the feelings of somebody that was close

Tragic

I can't be only person excepting responsibility for my actions

I can't listen to you tell me, what I feeling is wrong

Refusing to admit fault

Instead of searching for reasons the you're right

You could probaly, Just, APOLOGIZE! 

Thank you Michella!!!