"You need to man the fuk up!"
...is how i basically grew up.
Something bad happens, Neb you need to suck it up and move the fuck on.
I think this is where most of my issues come from. Not a lot of people can make me cry, u know what fuk people. I just don't cry like a normal person does. I hate that I don't cry when I'm "supposed to" I think if I cried more i would feel more alive. I remember after a break up i sat in my car played all sad music and tried to make myself cry to be able to just go thru some kind of emotion and I swear...NOTHING i looked like a complete idiot fake sobbing tryin to get ahold of some emotion #FAIL! lol
I'm so used to bottling shit up and just having it all overflow and deal with it all on a certain day but that can;t be good on anyone's health.