11/2/08

For the reason that my Lambo-iary is out of town and I do not want to bug her during her trip I decided to come on here and divide up my thoughts/feelings, after all…. this be my likkle diary no? (Lately I have been doing the "no?" thing after questions...weird) anyhow for the past couple of weeks certain things have been going kind of odd/off/weird/awks for me. I'm not going to get into particulars about each and every different situation that has taken place but I will go on to say that I am very appreciative for everything that happens in my life, good or bad, it just goes on to almost shine the light on certain ppl/events that shows me things I need to acknowledge and not to mention teach me very valuable lessons. I'm not perfect no way… I do make mistakes, I learn from them, but I am different, my mom told me today that I was raised very differently, sidenote: I was not raised by parents/single parent/legal guardians like some, I was raised by my 8 uncles, one of my aunts, a shit load of cousins and this is just my mom’s side of the family, cuz my mama was always busy working/travelling and my ‘father’ was hardly around, that’s a different entry tho lol anyway she said that I should learn that not everyone is going to understand me or even approve of certain things I do, I just move differently what is wrong to Bob James and Lauren might be A-Ok in Neb’s world. I’m not selfish though, once you go on to explain to me why it is wrong to you, I can respect that but it still might be an A-Ok with me. I don’t anticipate for everyone to accept me 100% but I know the ones that do are the ones that know me entirely and love me unconditionally. With that said…Pop lock and drop it. Also!! i wanna send a quick one two tree shout out to the bitch in the pic bellow for being the best advice giver ever, she tells it how it is no matter what!! holla at your "cool kid spoiled brat" :)

8 comments:

Tia said...

You are awesome for this post :)

B said...

awwwwwwwww neb ones that do not understand you, never will, simple as that.

J-dillz said...

it's so important to know that you have people who accept you 100% and very good to know that you learn from these experiences!

timaaa. said...

i thought i was the only one with 8 uncles \ 1 aunt. i guess its an arab thing
=]

What Women Want said...

I love all of you girl... including your flaws

But you know I'll beat down your rotten-little-cool-kid-spoiled-brat ASS Jamaican style if you get outta line... and you done know I will ALWAYS keep it real with you... even if you don't like what I have to say...

That's what friends are for... Mwuah!

CupCakeCityDivas said...

BM.. do me and the babies gotta make a quick trip right fast? keep ur big head up pumpkin!!! miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu looser :) kissy face

Janine said...

Not everyone's world view will fit neatly with everyone else's...that's what makes interpersonal relationships so intense/interesting/frustrating/awkward/enlightening. We're not all going to 'get' each other. The people who try to understand or at least accept your differences are the ones worth investing in. The ones who don't...well, they can be politely told to kick rocks. :-)

Breezi F said...

Neb, as the 1994 R &B singer Monica would say, ahem, & I quote, "It's just one of them days, that a girl goes through, when I'm angry inside...don't wanna take it outon you!"

Sorry. I was jammin' but anyways girl, you seem toughas nails and we all have those days where no ones gets us! Glad to see you vent though it gives a breath of fresh air!